One month and two days ago, I started the "Faith Dare"... I felt lead to go a step further, and blog my experience, so in obedience, I began. And then, "LIFE" happened! April 20th, I fell and broke my hip. The healing process has been long and painful. Doing the Faith Dare has been difficult, I'm either in too much pain for my brain to function properly, or I'm too gorked-out from the medication... I'm so far behind (in the study that I'm leading), that I decided to "jump ahead" to where we "should be" for the date. My thought process went as follows: To be caught-up, I would follow the calendar that we made up and do the dare assigned to that date. On days that are not on the calendar, I will go back and complete Dares that I haven't done yet. That way, I will be able to talk about the current Dares when we have small group, while doing the back ones that I've missed.
So... this morning I did Dare#11* While doing the study for Dare #11 (blog for Dare #11 to follow), I came to the realization that I Have NOT been "graciously resting". I have continued to try to spin plates and control everything around me from my recliner. L I am seeing that my control issues are bigger than I originally thought... Deep down, it's a "faith" issue! Today, I choose to live in surrender to self!
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